They say some dreams happen because of a deep inner thought. That is why some people will have nightmare after watching horror movies. I had a dream....
Me and my family were on a trip and I was very excited about it. We set off from home at 3am to board a ship. Well, I always have this fascination about being on sea and able to feel the waves, thus I was really enjoying my boat trip.
At day break, we reached a harbour and got off the ship. Then we boarded a bus which took us to a restaurant for meal. There are two floors and it looked like a traditional building all made of wood. I was eating at the first floor. After a while, I decided to go to second floor and saw my brother there. Of course there are more food and so I indulged myself in the food. After a while, I notice that the place is surprisingly quiet so I looked up and found out that everyone left. I looked around and notice a few bags that belongs to my family and I picked them up.
I went downstairs, hoping that there is someone from the bus. To my dismay, it appears that I am the only one left. I looked at the bags and I keep thinking to myself that my family will come back for me because of the bags. They will notice that the bags are missing. (Funny that I didn't think that they will notice my disappearance). I just stood there waiting while other locals around me glanced at my curiously. I waited and waited while my disappointment and feeling of loneliness and abandonment grew.
Then I woke up, still deeply affected by the feelings in my dream. Maybe that is what I am, a product of loneliness and abandonment. An outcast, a lone soul. but I will survive it... I should.. since I have long took away a huge part of my emotions.... survival........
Sunday, February 03, 2008
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