Stupid guy. but quite funny. haha..

Last paper, Last paper, Let it be over....

SIEN... SIEN... SIEN...
Some people already finish exam and celebrating. I still have one more paper tomorrow. haih...
To add salt to wound, some of my previous papers are less than satisfactory. Sigh.. Hope that the adjustment will help to pull up mr grades a bit.

Exam Exam come come.. come to papa...

Photos from my phone.

For quite some time, cannot upload photos from my phone because my brother took away my blue tooth device for my desktop
Then, now I transfer it to PDA via bluetooth. then use cable to download from PDA to my desktop. One big round.

so here it is, this is the one that happen last year in my hall room. It crawled into my room. Tasty huh? (notice the size)

Handsome guy.. :P

My lil cousin sis, this taken lats year 19th september, her birthday. Now she taller and still so skinny.. haha

These, costs me S$40. Just tried them out just now. Wonderful workout I say. Though now only use half of the weights. Which is 2.5 lbs or 1.135 kg. Gonna increase as time goes by.

FIND THE WAY

This is a very nice song. The video is on Gundam Seed. If watched gundam seed before, the song mroe meaningful. But it is still nice without the video. Enjoy..

one, two; one, two; one, two;

suddenly have the urge to jog. they urge struck at around 9pm. Tried unsuccessfully to invite siew kee along too.

So I went on a solo mission. A mission that will never end.. until.... (answer known at the end)

Well, went jogging from my place to university. University is my best choice to jog. The reasons are:
1. Not many cars
2. Unbroken tracks for a long time
3. fresher air
4. a lot of trees around (no pinang tree... fortunately)
5. Well, who knows, you might get lucky and get a glimpse of chio bu or leng chai or even siao sports car.

The journey:
university, to hall 12,13; turn before NIE; align target to src; reach src; proceed to do 2.4km.

Of course, there are rests in between, else I will die long ago.
Sadly, my 2.4 can only do in 15 minutes.. sigh.. long gone the days of 12 minutes.

After that, thought of continue to do some sprints. Alas, my muscle failed me.. sigh... control of my legs are affected somewhat.. no choice, have to go back already.
The journey back was part walk, part jog.

Reached room at around 10.50pm. Gosh.. and I used the stairs.. no wonder I feel dead.. so dead.. Tomorrow will be a painful day.. wahahaha

Walk down the street

One fine wednesday night.
The breeze was cool after the rain.
I was happily walking back after buying bread.
As I pass by the food court, I noticed that there is some one laying down on the floor, opposite the food court.
I approach the person.
Initially, I thought that it must be some uncle sleeping on the floor.
Then when I was nearer, I noticed that it is a lady. Complete with hand bag and things that she bought.
I quicken my pace, thinking she may have fainted or sth.
Was wondering why is everybody avoiding her..
When I was about to reach her, I heard a loud sobbing sound from her.
out of my mind, images of people who are of not sound mind, flashes in my mind.
I had met some in the country, don't really want to meet more.
Hesitated whether to help or not.
Then, she slowly sat up.
Hm.. looks all fine to me. except that she is sobbing very loud now.
Walked pass the road.
Feel uneasy, decided to observe the lady to see if she will be ok.
She got up unsteadily, and started to walk.
The way she walk is not normal, like people who suffered stroke and recovered but with some effect on movement.
She sat down on stairs, took out handphone and make a call.
concluded that she was of sound mind, maybe just cannot get over her newly found "disability".
She cried for a while more, wipe away tears, got up.
Waited to cross the road, crossed the road and head towards Hdb flat.
That is when I decided to continue my walk back.

Sad world. firstly because there are people who have to suffer like that.
Secondly, of the people around the food court who just look at the whole incident like normal occurance.
thirdly, of those people who is watching free show, entertainment..
fourth, for my doubt in helping her... sigh....

Have you ever wonder

Here we are, studying like mad for exams. After that will be working hard to save money.

Then if lucky, meet suitable partner, get married, have family.

Then work even harder to feed more mouth and education of children.

Then after what seems like decade, children all grown up. They go to other place to study or work. Now all alone again. All the amount of time, effort and money invested in children, but they are leaving you.

Retire, if lucky go do some travelling.

Body failing, getting old.

Dead.

This, is still the more optimistic version. The main assumption is death don come anywhere in between. Come on, life should be more interesting and meaningful then this, no? Maybe because I have time to reflect after my grandpa passed away. I found out that, life is boring.

I think too much, and in the middle of exams.. haha.. ah well...

What about you? do you really know what you want? not just in the short term, but for your whole life. What do you want to achieve for the period that you are able to speak, work, travel....?

that feeling again

Yes, I am feeling it again
The feeling that will cause people to reduce effeciency.
The feeling that makes people to be in a lost of what to do.
The feeling that causes a person to be glum

All because of a movie that I watched.. haih...
the sad-love story.
korean movie 'a moment to remember'
Just great. Exams just 2 days away and I don feel like studying now..

I want to go jogging to forget that feeling. However, the slight pain from my right shoulder reminded me that I need to restrain from exercising.. haih.... I accidently pulled the muscle of my right shoulder. Not even sure how it happens. So there goes my most useful destressing method.

Well, of course I have other destressing method.
- ICE-CREAM!!!!! (got one whole box in fridge.. ok ok , maybe not whole anymore but still 80% left)
- read stories (quite effective if it is a good story. I can spend hours and hours on it, but not very wise when I am short of time, such as when exam period, which is......... now.....)
- Beer ( yes, beer. wierd thing is, beer also serves to make me awake. I thought it is the other way around. hm.. oh well, I never was normal.. hehe)
- listen to radio (starting to get bored of it since my favorite DJs are on vacation for 2 weeks.. sigh...)


trying to remember some parts of business law.. haha.. in this case, exemption clause.

Ah well, I supposed I should get back to study.. haih....