have you ever think of why you are doing what you are doing? why you must do what you are doing? Who lay the rule that one day must have 3 main meals? why are there certain fixed pattern in our life?
I do.. I think of all this. Why must we do what we are doing now? to what purporse does it serves? why do we exist anyway? why should some people be smart while some stupid, some physically good looking while others not, why some tall some short. I know that science explained it by using genes. But why are we fated to such genes?why are we born by our parents and not other people? who decides all this? Religious people will say that god decides all this. If so, how do we know god exist? how can we be sure? pure believe is not getting anywhere when many groups have strong believe in their religion and this cause more problems. Many groups say that their religion is the true one. why is that so?
We can die anytime. You, me, anyone. If you are unlucky and born in places that are not stable, you may die faster, but then again you may not. We do not know when we will die. If we die tomorrow, does the thing that you are doing give any meaning? what about if you are going to die in the next second? was the way you live your life meaningful? Even if you had a meaningful life, does it matter? really?
In such great uncertainty, why are there still people out to get others? why do they need to make the life of other people miserable? All of us on earth have the same problem. We are on the same boat, shouldn't we be standing on the same side? shouldn't we all combine our strength and face the numerous uncertainty? Doesn't the increase frequency of natural disaster mean anything?
why do we work so hard? we plunge ourselves in our work and duties that we cannot get out of. We use whatever little time that was given to us by some unknown force, working, studying. In the end, it really doesn't matter. This world is being destroyed more and more by humans. Living condition are becoming more and more harsh. Do we really want our children to come into this world? the world population is increasing at a rate that earth may not sustain it. Why do people still increase the population so? Surely all of us know that resources on earth are limited. All of us know that if many plants are given limited resources, plants will die or have retarded growth. Shouldn't the people in the whole world cooperate and find some way out of this? find another planet or build living quarters in sky or in space... shouldn't that be our main focus?
Sigh... pondering.. pondering......
