group of jobless people decreasing, with me still in it.

I would be lying if I say that I do not mind that my friends are getting job offers when I am not. I wanted a job, quite very badly but am not about to sacrifice myself for just any job.

However, my mind keeps having doubts every single time that I have to withdraw money from the bank. and I am increasingly withdrawing at a lesser amount now. I am also consciously limiting my spending, not able to part with money to eat better food.

Will my break finally come? if so, when? Will I be able to make it? others seems to have an easy time landing a job. When I struggle to secure even an interview. I used to be a very confident person but in university, my confidence has taken a severe beating. How will I be able to build up my confidence again? I wonder.

How am I going to mould my future? Which path should I take and where will each of the path leads me to? I have chosen one path to follow without knowing if I may succeed if it ever leads to success. I just hope that somewhere, somehow, I will find it.